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![]() me 38, DP 44, ttc since 2005 BFP May 07 - HB seen @ 8 wks but CRL only 7 weeks, m/c @ 9 wks BFP Jan 08 -m/c @ 11 wks (D&C) BFP Jun 08 - early loss BFP Dec 08 - HB & CRL ok @ 8 wks, but sac too small, m/c @ 9 wks BFP Apr 09 - Martha born 9th Jan 2010 BFP Feb 12 - Eliza born 13th Oct 2012 |
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![]() Me 35, DH 37 ![]() 2 x ICSI ![]() 1 x FET ![]() Nov 11 - 3rd ICSI (Immunology Cycle) ![]() ![]() | ![]() Jewels' Journey - My Diary |
![]() Ex: 4xICSI = 2x BFP(2x m/c) + 2x BFN met my awesome BF ![]() Shock natural ![]() arrived early (high BP & pre eclampsia) by EMCS at 35+6 ![]() ![]() |
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Reg: Jan 27th 2013
Location: North west
Children: 1 - this is secondary infertility due to fibroid blocking my right tube
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FINAL (FINAL!) Update
So, thought I'd add my final update! So we had our baby boy back in Jan 14 and he is everything we ever dreamed possible - quite literally the light of our lives. My hubby and I finally pressed play on life again and enjoyed every second of it. I was sure I had completed our family and felt ready to let go of dreams of a bigger family - I simply couldn't go through another miscarriage again.
Our son turned 2 and something shifted - I wanted to be pregnant again. The urge was so strong yet combined with an utter fear of the past and re-entering the unknown again. I swolliwed my fears and to our shock I fell pregnant immediately. Great I thought - I can't possibly suffer another miscarriage. But very sadly, I did, at 9 weeks. This time the chromosomal analysis of the tissue (I had an ErPC) revealed an abnormality. I was comforted to know my blood wasn't clotted but devastated by yet another loss.
We put trying for another child to bed. We had our son and felt so happy that moving forward was so much easier this time. But a sadness washed over me and wouldn't go. I couldn't ignore my desire for another child but felt completely terrified at the thought of a 5th miscarriage.
Christmas 2016 I told myself - it could be a few years of pain but at least I tried or a lifetime of 'what if...'. And so we started trying again. To our amazement in Early Feb I discovered I was pregnant, I was overjoyed but also terrified. One evening at 7 weeks pregnant while sat on the sofa I started to bleed. I couldn't believe it and lay in bed sobbing most of the night. We went to a private scan the following morning feeling terrible only to discover a heartbeat!!!
2 weeks ago we gave birth to our darling daughter. We are thrilled and can't believe that in the end we were given everything we ever wanted. A terrible journey that led to a wonderful ending xxxx
God works in mysterious ways. Congrats. and more blessings!